So I'd been surprised the first time she had asked if she could just fall asleep in my bed (we'd been watching the online and she said she was too comfortable to get up).But I'd gotten used to it, and understood that it didn't mean anything. I wanted to stay with her, even knowing that my affection wasn't reciprocated. " I rolled over and pulled her head toward mine, and kissed her as passionately as my inexperienced lips would allow. We made out for hours, and I felt and saw real breasts for the first time in my life, but we stopped short of going further that night."I want your dick." I was stunned momentarily, but my instincts took hold and I started to fumble with my pants button in the dark. "You have to understand that I don't love you," she said.
The experience was not pleasurable for me, but it wasn't particularly unpleasurable either, so I continually assured them that it was great when they asked. I dashed outside naked and ran across the ice to some bushes.As I passed Monica's car, I heard nothing; she and her boyfriend had gone to sleep.That night we were staying in the dorms, planning to make the trip to NYC the next morning.I dropped my two duffel bags off in my room, then went upstairs to hers to keep her company as she sorted through her three suitcases and two boxes of clothing, electronics accessories, and documents.Soon though, we had to turn off the music and heater, because we knew that neither my gas tank or my battery would last through the cold night. When I didn't laugh the suggestion off, my friend looked at me more seriously, and asked if I would honestly be okay with it. We started with me making out with each of them in turn.
Partly because I still harbored hopes that he would fall back in love with me, and partly because I was sick of feeling more immature than all my friends because I was the only remaining virgin, I just shrugged and said "Sure." I took a few shots of the whiskey the boyfriend had swiped for the weekend to fortify myself (even though I hated whiskey). Then, because I felt more comfortable with my close friend, he went down on me while I kissed his boyfriend. Then, the process was repeated, but with each of them penetrating me this time.This reassured me that the boys in my car would probably be tired too, so I waited outside in the cold, hoping to hear my car fall silent soon.Eventually I was so cold that I was sure my nipples could cut diamonds, so I ran back to my car and hopped in, but insisted that I was tired and it was time for bed.Male • 18 years old • Maine It was the end of winter break, and I was meeting a girl at the airport to head to NYC for a week of sightseeing before school started up again for the spring term.She had been my best friend for the past six months, and I think she'd known all along that I had a massive crush on her."You don't want to go downstairs tonight, do you? She had a liberal attitude when it came to physical affection.